First of all I'd like to start off by saying THANK YOU to everyone who has been praying for me. I guarantee you everyone of them is being felt by me.  Life is still pretty crazy right now but I know its gonna be ok. Well this is the last week of school for me before finals week, and since I've only got a final on monday and tuesday of next week that means I've only got exactly 6 days left that I have to show up to class!!!!  That my friends is super awesome news haha  However.... ugh unfortunately this week is still really busy. Tomorrow I have to go to an Art Gallery and write a 3-4 page critique on it, luckily its at least double-spaced. Then I have class from 3-6, cookout with the Walt's, the couple I've been living with since June. Tues I have a project that is due at 6 that eve. as well as the art critique and sketchbook for the same class. On this same day our next and final project will be assigned due the following Tues of Finals Week. The rest of the week is just going to class and working on this project however on top of our regular art class our final is a full body portrait of ourselves due on mon of finals to be done on our own time!! AHH!! I'm freakin out already! lol an so anyways by the time next tues is over hopefully I'll only be 4 days away from leaving for Arkansas!!! I'm soo excited about this summer and getting to see God work in these kids lives! O I almost forgot!!! I changed my major again!! haha but this is actually going to make my time in school shorter by a year give or take.. Instead of Interior Design I am now an Agricultural Communications Major transfer at OSU. I really think this is something I'm going to like since it contains such a broad range of possibilites... web design, broadcasting, journalism, ect... So I think this will be good for me and hopefully I won't get bored with this one  Something else.. This is really personal and I probably shouldn't be putting it on here and I'm asking everyone who reads this to promise not to use this news as a gossip piece but as a reason for more prayer time. I am taking a year off from dating and dedicating it to becoming closer to God. This is a really scary step for me as up til now I've always used something or someone else to fill at least part of my heart which I believe should be 100% God's. Whether its been best friends, sports, or past relationships, even my dream of bing a stay @ home mom, I think something has always taken control of a piece of my heart that I've been scared to give total control to HIM. Which is weird because as my mom put it "Whats to be scared of? When God is in total control of your life for a year thats just a year that nothing can go wrong!" WOW!! That really made me think.. "Do I really think so much of myself that I think that I can do a better job of taking care of my life than what God can??" whew.. ok thats alot of heavy stuff an as I stated before please use this as an opportunity to for more prayer time and if you 'd like to know more call me instead of spreading rumors.. Those really hurt me and others too. My phone number is 405 234 0063. Thanks so much again I love ya'll sooo much!!!  And I'll leave you with the lyrics to the song playing now by Jo Dee Messina: Another day has almost come and gone
Can't imagine what else could wrong
Sometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost , but not the war
cause Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain
It's almost like the hard times circle ‘ round
A couple drops , and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
and I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing - but I'm not dead, no
cause Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain
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I'm not gonna let it get me down
I'm not gonna cry
And I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight
cause tomorrow's another day
and I am not afraid
So bring on the rainnnn
Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain
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I'm soo ready for summer to be here and to be in rodgers arkansas by the lake on a horse with no worries at all. 
